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[31 Mar 2005|07:09pm] |
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Okay I stole this from Katie but just do it please and show my LJ love and I will love you forever! I'm even gonna make this entry public :)
1. Post the names of 12 of your favourite musicians.
2. See who can guess which is your favourite song by each.
3. Once someone guesses right, bold that row and include the song.>br>
1. Backstreet Boys
2. Jessica Simpson- Where You Are
3. Franz Ferdinand- Take Me Out
4. Britney Spears- Everytime
5. Ryan Cabrera
6. Ashlee Simpson
7. Gwen Stefani- Hollaback Girl
8. Tim McGraw
9. Nick Carter
10. Eminem- Mosh
11. Switchfoot- Dare You To Move
12. No Doubt- Sunday Morning
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| No fun at all |
[21 Mar 2005|08:23pm] |
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So it seems that my recent entry about making my LJ FO was misunderstood by some. If anyone took the wrong impression over what I said then I can't say sorry because I never accused anyone of anything nor did I blatantly refer to anyone. That entry was merely me speaking my mind and what I thought of myself because as I said I don't care what anyone thinks of me, I'm happy with the way I am. People may be hurt by the fact that they were not inform of certain issues or problems going on with my life but I gave as much information as I could or wanted to. Anything that does go on in my life is personal and I only hoped that the information given to some would be respected and there would be no questions asked. The last time I checked I only had my parents to check in with or give answers to. Yes, there were certain issues in my life that I had to get through and I needed to be home to get through them but I never thought that people would begin to make assumptions about my personal life, especially assumptions that were unbelievable. As for not informing anyone sooner, all I can say is that communication is a two way street and it just doesn't depend on one person. I've stated my mind and I just hope that all of these problems can either be done with or dealt with me directly.
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[16 Mar 2005|02:01pm] |
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Making changes to the journal as we speak, so bare with me if you happen to see it and it looks like hell. Thanks!
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| Nothing New |
[09 Mar 2005|09:35pm] |
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I've been neglecting my journal and I think its just beacuse I hate the way it looks. Its too plain and just blah, blah boring. So within the next few days I'm gonna be making some major changes to it so if you come and it looks funky or anything just ignore it, I doubt that many people even look at my journal though. ::shrus:: Oh well. I'm also planning on making it FO from now on just because of some issues and assumptions and I don't really feel that at this point people who do know my LJ need to really know everything pertaining to my life. I may be a bitch or whatever but I like the way I am and the handful of friends and Rob who I do have, talk to and stand by me, love me for me so I'm happy. So right now I'm gonna definitely decide on what theme to have my layout as then once that's decided I'm gonna start on the actual layout, find a header, get an FO banner and oh so, so much work lays ahead of me *lol*. Not really tons of work, just me not getting frustrated with HTML. New changes lay ahead so Buh byes, adios, aurevoir, ciao and peace out! <3
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| OMFG!! |
[23 Jan 2005|12:46am] |
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Warning: What you are about to witness is a complete teeny-bopper moment
AAAHHHH!!! I MET NICK CARTER!! ::squeals uncontrollably:: AAAHHH!!! I MET HIM!!! *hehe* I got his autograph and took a picture with him!! Meaning he hugged me, he touched me, I was next to him!!! AAAHHH!!! Even though it happened about 3 and a 1/2 hours ago I'm still giddy. *hehe* It was great, I had fun and pipcs are to come soon and my pic with him and his autograph will be up next week. *hehe* It was eeeekk!! Alright teeny bopper moment will continue tomorrow cause I'm sleepy after all the excitement a girl who met Nick Carter needs her rest :D *hehe* If I can get any sleep is a whole nother story. I'll give more details tomorrow :D ::jumps with joy::
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| Short Hello |
[11 Jan 2005|12:59am] |
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I haven't updated in a while, nor did I get to doing that layout I wanted to for Christmas but I didn't really have time. Right now things have been busy for me and I've been thinking and contemplating some stuff but all of that is for another entry. Well hopefully my next entry will be sooner rather than later, so take care.
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| That was... |
[16 Dec 2004|09:49pm] |
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the best OC episode ever. Tonight's Chrismakkuh episode was better than last year's! *hehe* I get so giddy with The OC, I'm a fanatic but eh it's fun for me :) I know I didn't do that layout but I got distracted today and plans got changed but doesn't matter after watching tonight's episode I'm in full Chrismakkuh and HTML mode. I'm actually gonna just start working on the codes for the layout cause Me+HTML=a forever fun struggle. So see ya and when I do it'll be Chrismakkuh all over!!
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| I have a pet |
[15 Dec 2004|11:29pm] |
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| Let's See |
[15 Dec 2004|11:00pm] |
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The past few hours I've been feeling quite uneasy and worried. I have this feeling that something's gonna happen but I can't seem to pinpoint it to one direct situation. Of course I can't predict the future but I atleast want to try and see if I can connect the feeling to anything that's been going on or any problem or just anything in general and it's impossible. It's really bugging me because now I'm worried about everything and everyone just waiting for something to happen. Aside from that nothing exciting has really been happening these past few days although I wish I could say something has. Rob's sick right now and yesterday we were thinking of going to the Jay Leno show on Friday but we'll see how that turns out, it depends on how he feels Friday and also the fact that we'd have to leave and head out to the station at 6:30am because there's rush hour traffic in the morning and the ticket box office opens at 8. Just gotta wait till Friday and see what happens. Only plans I have for tomorrow is to go over to Rob's house and attempt to take care of the ill who does not cooperate very well and then The OC's Christmakkuh episode. Maybe while I'm there ailing the ill I'll work on a Christmakkuh layout and have it out before the episode airs! So come back tomorrow evening and see if I follow through with what I say. Now I'm gonna head out, take some quizzes and see if I can disregard the uneasy and worried feeling I have. <3
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| I'm a Goofy Goober! |
[12 Dec 2004|11:27pm] |
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I'm a goofy goober, you're a goofy goober!! I feel like watching the Spongebob Squarepants Movie again. So I wasn't gonna update tonight like I said but Rob told me to and here I am. This entry is gonna be long cause it's a recap from Wednesday when I left UCSD so it's just gonna be turned into some prettyful lj cuts.
( Wednesday )
( Thursday )
( Friday )
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| Already?!?! |
[10 Dec 2004|01:04am] |
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Today is officially the one year anniversary for Rob and I! I'm excited, happy and just feeling great about it but like the subject says, already. It seems like it's so soon and we've been through so much that nobody knows about within a year that I have no idea what else there really is now. Everyone probably says we've been through so much because of little fights, dealing with exes or jealousy but when Rob and I say we've been through so much it's because we really, honestly have. Obviously it's our business but really the stuff we've been through other couples usually don't make it after that and yet we have and we're great together. Just like today it was as though we were in each other's minds. We kept saying or thinking the same thing and acting the same way it was freaky but a good freaky :) Alright well I'm tired and I have a busy day tomorrow full with waking up early, doing laundry, coming back home, changing, going to my grandma's for her birthday (with my cousins there requires energy all on its own) and then leaving from there and going out with Rob to celebrate to I don't know where. I'll post either tomorrow night about my glorious day or till Saturday. <3
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[06 Dec 2004|01:15pm] |
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I noticed I've been updating alot lately, usually me updating so much is because there's so much going on or I have alot on my mind. Right now I fall into both of those categories. Well I just got out of my Lit final which went ok, wasn't that bad it was just the usual for a Lit final. Right now I'm in the library cause once I left my final I'm pretty close to it and because I didn't really feel like going to my apartment right now. I'll most likely go sometime before my Earth Science final just to leave my stuff, call Rob and take a short break before my final at 3. Well seeing that I'm half way done with finals right now you'd think that I'd be happy, enthusiastic, or relieved because I usually am that way once I atleast can say that I finished a final, but instead I'm feeling pretty blah. I hate feeling blah and most of all I hate when I can't stop it or distract myself from it. I get why I'm like this right now because one I'm really tired from being up for a little more than 24hrs already with prob 30mins of sleep and I don't know if I'm actually gonna take a nap later and secondly because I'm so stressed and I've been this way the whole entire weekend when all I wished was that I could just go home and be away from everything. It wasn't the usual oh I miss home and I wanna go see everyone but it was more of the home seems like my only escape from everything that's stressing me out and it got to the point where I just randomly started crying and I have no idea what triggered it but once I did I couldn't stop. After that, I've been thinking of what I have to do because as of right now I'm losing all my motivation toward school and being here and I just can't keep up the happy and I'm fine act here anymore. It's getting to the point where I know what's gonna happen next. It's happened before, just that before I was at home so it was easier to bear with than me being away from everything that I really know. So I already talked to Rob and he thinks it would be better if I do just decide on the option I'm leaning toward. Now all I have to do is tell my parents, I doubt that they'll mind but I know that it'll be different and at the same time I'll feel like a disappointment and that everything was just a waste of time, but if I don't do this I really don't want to handle what I know will happen later. Sorry if I got everybody's mood down or anything, you can go back to being happy go lucky :) All I'm gonna put now are some lyrics, which I haven't done in a while and now that I'm done with this entry this is the song I'm actually listening to cause Jimmy Eat World finished like 3 minutes ago. *lol*
Nobody's Home-Avril Lavigne
I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
She's lost inside, lost inside
She's lost inside, lost inside
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| Sun Rise! |
[06 Dec 2004|06:21am] |
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I'm watching the sun rise! Even though it is a bit gloomy here cause of the weather lately. So I've made it through the night pretty good, only felt sleepy a couple of times and when I needed a break I watched random episodes of 'Friends' cause it's the best remedy for anything. Aside from that right now I'm still doing some more studying and I just keep saying that after today it's done! WOOT-WOOT!! Tonight I also realized during the wee hours that for the first time when I really wanted to drink coffee that I'm terrible of making it. I don't drink coffee cause I don't like that coffee after-taste but my coffee had a nasty taste mix of flavors after-taste, it was just gross that I tossed it down the drain. After my bad coffee making experience I decided to just stick to what I know which is lemonade and candy! Also some actual sugar, like sugar sugar. Sugar alone tastes just like those little bunny marshmallow candies you buy for easter and are really good and come in like pink, lavender, blue and yellow. Those are yummy :) Oooo...the sun rise is so prettyful the sky has this pretty pink, red and purple glow to it...too bad I can't see it all perfectly cause of a stupid tree in the way but from what I can see it's pretty. Ok well back to studying some more, then finishing a paper then my Lit final from 11:30-2:30 (hopefully I'm only in there for like 2hrs) and then my Earth Science final from 3-6 (which I know I'll be out in about an hour tops..thank you to whomever invented multiple choice). Wish me luck! Pray that I make it through the Lit final without getting sleepy. <3
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Blah,blah,blah. That's how I'm feeling right now. Well that and stress. I haven't been able to study at all today. Next door they've been playing music non-stop and the bass is so loud I can feel the vibration on my walls and from time to time stuff on my desk has shook. I asked earlier to turn it down and it was down for maybe 30mins then it went back to being back up. I'd go to the library or CLICS but from what I heard they're both packed and CLICS is noisy. So it'll be pointless for me to go and not be able to find a table or a seat for that matter. Then just other stuff and a while ago it all got to me and stress went up to my high level which I've been very good at avoiding, but since it went up that high I had one of my breakdowns so to say. I'm semi-better now though, watched a couple of 'Friends' episodes but I'm still pretty tense and I don't think I'm gonna head over to the Midnight Breakfast which is actually at 9 not midnight just cause I'm not really in the mood and I have ice cream here in my room. Right now I'm just waiting till the clock reaches 10 so that if my oh so lovely neighbor decides to keep their bass up I'd be able to call up the HA on duty and then they'd have to turn down the bass since quiet hours are earlier than normal during finals. Maybe then I can actually study and not be so upstrung about stuff. Right now I'm gonna go and make myself a quick dinner, since my original plans for dinner have been ceased. See ya later <3
Oh I did get all the viruses off my comp though, thanks to about 15hrs of being attached to my comp scanning and deleting stuff. So please show me love for that cause if you know me you know I get frustrated and annoyed with electronics.
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| Stolen Quiz |
[03 Dec 2004|02:07pm] |
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Stole this quiz from Maria, took it and on the first try this is what I got.
Kewl huh? *lol* I think it is :)
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| Viruses and such |
[03 Dec 2004|02:38am] |
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So my laptop has a virus that just keeps mass producing more! It's some stupid Trojan Horse Stubby crap and only one virus program has been able to find it but it won't delete it! I've been dealing with this along with Rob for the whole day and I was planning on reformatting my laptop during winter break but now because of this if I don't find some way of removing it by Saturday then I'm just gonna have to spend the majority of Saturday reformatting my laptop. What joy it'll be!! I really hope that I can figure out some way to delete or atleast quarantine the SOB because with having two finals on Monday and a paper due also, I really don't want to add on top of studying a laptop to reformat. Rob will be here on Saturday so he can help but I don't wanna put this SOB burden on him either cause he has a final on Monday also. Laptops, the internet, spam, spyware and stupid biotches and jackholes that create viruses and send them out all Suck and need to be sent to DAMNATION!! Along with all The OC newbies!
Aside from laptop problems on the up side of things, Rob's been with me everyday this week since Monday and Tuesday night I even got to go home :) Though it was just for a night it was great having a home-cooked dinner and just being at home relaxed. I came back Wednesday morning but being away was good and having Rob here with me everyday has been great too. He makes me have a balance between stress and relaxation and fun. I still get work done (well try to) and I get to be with him and just like I've said before he's one of my all time methods of relaxation. I can have a peaceful and comfortable night of sleep with him holding me, he lets me sleep in and even helps me out around by helping me with my laptop problems, washing the dishes or cleaning my room. Hmm...I think beacuse he let me sleep in late today and since he's not here tonight that's probably why I can't sleep and am wide awake; well that and my stupid laptop. Well that's it for now, hopefully I'll be back Saturday with some positive news about the deletion of viruses, otherwise I won't say anything till Monday once my laptop is healthy and nice to me again. :)
P.S. Go and watch 'Closer' it seems like a great movie. Oh! Join my alliance against all The OC newbies or I'll wish you to DAMNATION too! Just reply to join and I'll keep you off the DAMNATION list I have :)
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| Insomnia |
[29 Nov 2004|02:50am] |
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I'm sleepy and I can't sleep! It's the worst thing ever, I don't know if maybe it's cause of the chocolate I ate but that was like 4hrs ago...oh well. Figured the best thing to do to beat insomnia is to download music and type an entry for my livejournal. Now that Thanksgiving has past I'm well into the Christmas spirit, before I was like quit rushing Christmas give me a break but now I'm in full Christmas swing. I've already got ideas for what I'm gonna get people as gifts and I've even hung mistletoe over my door! Not that I'll kiss anyone other than Rob but it looks cute for decorative purposes :) I wanna see if I can get some cute Christmas decorations and decorate my bedroom window and possibly decorate the apartment living room too. Also expect a Chrismukkah layout soon cause Chrismmukkah is a great combination and I love that episode! *hehe* (It was so cute and I only celebrate Christmas!) I just got done downloading Jessica Simpson's Christmas cd too, which isn't all that bad. Oooo I saw the Spongebob Squarepants Movie on Saturday, it was good and I laughed non-stop at two parts. Aside from that I really didn't do much this weekend, I spent Thanksgiving at home with my family obviously and Friday i visited my grandparents and cousins, Saturday went with my dad and brother to Costco then got home and my mom had made enchiladas for dinner cause I was at home :) and right after that went to watch Spongebob! Today, well technically yesterday I slept in till bout 12:30pm, ate then packed my stuff up to head on back to SD and that's well I'm at now. I don't mind being back but I'm still kinda eh because there's just stuff that's really bothering me and the fact of what I now have to do is kinda frustrating cause I feel like it shouldn't be that way, but what am I gonna do? I'd say something about it but it pretty much seems pointless cause it's nearing the end and I talked to my mom and Rob about it and we all agreed some things should just be common courtesy but whatever. I just keep reminding myself that I'm only here for a week and a half then I'm gone and at home relaxing and having fun. Alright well I'm getting sleepy so I'm gonna try to hit the hay one more time. <3
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